JUNE

HEY JUNE,

Dont let me down.

Wow,finally half year has gone.

the first feeling for me.

Oh no,is the new beginning part of me.

Within tis month: fight back.

Give me more energy plus power to MOVE ON.

JULY

a special month gonna coming soon.

cos will be gratuated on tis month.

Wow,my future life soon.

Besides,will being busy with keep earning $$$.

nobody nobody but MONEY!!!

Come on,tats LIFE!!!

Waiting for a whole new world begin.

PLAN PLAN PLAN

♥

THANKS

31.05.11 2.25 am

♥ Penguin

Dolphin & Penguin

Dolphin is a fun and smart animals.

hyper active and happy always.

love to share and caring for others.

One of the animals tat understand ppl thinking mind.

Penguin is a fun and smart animals too.

One of the animals tat understand true love.

And will never leave their mates no matter wat.

Loyalty to their lover and care for their family.

For me,they are pretty cute and match.

I love them so much,so lovely too.

because both of them are same type.

Wow,tats a test given by my frenz.

thanks for tat,its so interesting.

Dolphin is match with me.

however penguin?

i hav no idea yet.hehe

Gonna wait for one day.

My darling will prove me tat!

♥

FREEDOM

31.05.11 12.55 am

是你吗?

1 我想有个人: 跟我在一起时，眼里只有我…­

2 我想有个人: 只会在我面前脆弱…­

3 我想有个人: 把他心里想的全部倒给我…­

4 我想有个人: 看我的时候总会

让我充满暖意，而不是冷冷的…­

5 我想有个人: 总会想我，而且会让我知道…­

6 我想有个人: 会给我关心，说些让我暖心的话…­

7 我想有个人: 不会欺骗我背叛我…­

8 我想有个人: 生气的时候会跟我说：“我生气了！”而不是在心里藏着…

9 我想有个人: 能对我的付出有很大的反应…­

10 我想有个人: 会在我和他的朋友之间重色轻友一点…­

11 我想有个人: 能在我累了的时候给我个大大的拥抱…

12 我想有个人: 能珍惜跟我独处时的那点短暂的时间…­

13 我想有个人: 能在分别时，离去的路上回头看我一眼冲我笑笑…

14 我想有个人: 会在有机会时想尽一切办法和我联络…­

15 我想有个人:会给我许多鼓励…

16 我想有个人: 会把我在乎你表现出来…­

17 我想有个人: 能经常说喜欢我，爱我­

18 我想有个人: 能不管别人怎么说怎么想，坚持他的看法…­

19 我想有个人: 每天精神满满的，而不是萎迷不振的…­

20 我想有个人: 能为我写点什么,那怕几个字也好… ­

21 我想有个人: 把他喜欢的事拿出来跟我分享…­

22 我想有个人: 能把曾经追求的东西，现在看淡一点…­

23 如果有心,这些很简单…

24 希望那个人是你­

(我希望那个人，只能是你)­

i got a feeling tat u are here with me.

hope u have the same feeling with me too.

my six sense telling me.

u are coming to me.

so please let me know.

u are the one for me.

no worry.

GOOD LUCK

♥

GOOD LUCK

30.05.11 10.25pm

先苦后甜

我的人生.

我的爱情.

我的所有感受.

尝过苦头才知道甜的珍贵.

这一直都是自我安慰的话.

从小我就承受一些外来因素困扰我.

是的,我的先天条件没像其他人那么优良品种.

从前一直都不愿意接受自己.

曾经的我很坏.伤了爸妈的心.

不接受自己的所有!

真的对不起.

过去我太缺乏自我表现．

失去了一些信心，勇气．

internship

经历过那次生死一瞬间.

渐渐我终于明白.

当你接受自己的时候,

你的人生才真正开始.

对,我终于承认了自己．我接受我的所有因果.

过去让它过去吧.伤透也够了.

学会放下,毕竟段了线的风筝就该让它飞走.

人生在此,曾经享受过那段过程,

至少现在我可以很清楚知道那种感受．

满足了就该知足好吗？

谢谢你.

sometimes mus get hurt enough then only FINE!!

(do i say N times before?)

放心,

我会让自己的心痊愈.

是时候实现我内心的大大小小的愿望.

半年都快过了.时光不等人.

是时候多关注自己的感受.

不让自己轻易受伤害了.

因为你值得被呵护疼爱.

我知道你会出现.

在我需要你的时候,你会让我拥有足够安全感!

你会带给我幸福.我知道你会懂我.

带我找回遗失的美好.

加油!

我爱你.

目前为此,还是不想多谈此类的话题.

sometimes will come out with an unexpected way.

who know?hehe

watever.

be实际点,完成任务再说.

这是我的使命!

听您的话,完成28任务.

志同道合会出现.

谢谢!

我会更爱你.

因为你值得我爱.

总之你一定要很爱很爱我才行!

等着享受做个被爱的女人就好了!XD

爱死这部戏了.

爱上浪漫的意大利.

MY VENICE LOVE STORY.

EAT.PRAY.LOVE

我会遇见你.

我有种感觉.

我梦见过你.

你笑的多甜蜜.是你吗?

♥

30.05.11 10.05 pm

♥ No Matter

Balance双鱼

how do u think abt a pisces?

EMOTION

请让我能办到.

不要让我对你反感.

拜托，我已经学着用同理心对待．

AIR

它的出现考验我．

我不能控制我的思想了,

目前无法平衡自己．

BALANCE

给我时间发泄.

Got point: i will relax more and chill out myself.

水象的你到底怎么了?

你要好起来,我会心疼的.

放心,无论如何．

风的力量会增强!

最后我还是可以克服!

CALM BACK

P/S: 我要做個開開心心地“犀利妹”.

忘记该忘记.Be Tough.

Come on: U CAN DO IT.^^

29.05.11 12.35 am

♥ Run

the first time i posted tis song.really wanna keep run and run!

Me & Myself

Baby,can i see your HALO?

Do u know me?

不识庐山真面目 只缘身在此♥中

记住:外在不代表内在.

人不可貌相.

所以请不要那么肤浅!

i can feel your HALO.

Everywhere i'm looking now,

you know you're my saving grace.

yes,my dear,i m back!

i wanna tell u i am so sorry.

although long time ago,

i should reply :yes,my dear is u!

i should not took so many testing action.

wat an enjoyable 2009 backpack!

i will be back again.

Lets 远走高飞.

带我走: 到遥远的以后.

解脱 是肯承认这是个错
解脱 是懂擦干泪看以后

找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔 我总会实现一个梦

你有自由走 我有自由好好过

心里有一种渴望勇敢的念头

there are so many places i gonna conquer.

Still on my way to findback my soul.

dont worry,until tat day.

you know you are.

the queen of my ♥

yes,love what u do

and do what u want!

u can get what u WANT!

so lets do it FOR YOURLIFE!

There's an answer,if u reach into your soul.

Look inside you and be strong.

And u know u can SURVIVE!

(gonna thanks mr.roger & xiao hang lao shi)

my love windmill.

its make me feel freedom.

so just keep it turn and turn.

u can stop while u feeling tire or sad.

There will be tomorrow.

In time,u will FIND THE WAY!

My 1st photoshop assignments : me & myself.

i wish i m a singer.''SS''.haha

Tis pics is a very memorable sign for me.

Esp when my birthday time,

u guys act as my fansssssss.hehe

thanks korea,england,japan,india....and heaven group.

Wat a days full with imagination and creative!

Tats make me hav a lots fun ♥

And i missed the presentation time too.

tats so fun still can sing song during tat time.

Wow, my first time having the ''special moments''.

thanks for u guys support.really ENJOY!!!

wat a nice song : SHINING FRIEND

yea,finally i can make it.

Oooppss,please focus the middle part,

my darling will playing song for me.hehe

So lets keep enjoying in a romantic lovely scene together.

you're born to be loved.^^

1. thanks for gemini friends.

no matter what u guys had treated to me before.

no matter in a good ways or bad?

i still will remember it.haha

there's still a long way to learn.

Wat a good lesson i can learn from u guys without paying $.

haha,i do appreciated it.lets watcha!!!

2. thanks for my buddy who sponsor together.

simply love the luggage.

cos not really like the color but promotion.

tats y.can save $

Wow,finally bought it.

and is time preparing to FLY!

*flying without wings*XD

3. take time to realize,take time to balance.

In case,i m still on the way to create fun and having fun.

and keep enjoying the life being as YUMI EE!

( a jovial plus versatile character)

i will keep improving my stuffs to fulfill with my wishes.

p/s: i still remember the tweety photo album.

In the sunny days, Sun will light your day.

In the windy days, when will we go away?

In the rainy days, rains will share my tears.

In the stormy days, storms will steal my pain.

Just go your way and leave things all behind.

Spread your wings and fly away.

I'm pretending you're mine.

I'm wishing you'll be fine.

The moments we share never die.

You've made a difference to my life.

And let me realize.

The feeling I've got deep inside.

p/s : i do love tis song.

(NO MATTER)

i dunno who u are?

but i know i will meet u in a right timing.

♥

GOOD LUCK MY DEAR

28.05.11 07.25 pm

♥ 幸福的道路

Play tis song for me.i will just close ur eyes.

Lets imagine,feel it,receive it.(u will get wat u want)

yea,its make me feel so amazing.WOW!u know?lets try!^^

P/S : SERIOUSLY,i been addicted to this piano melody ♥.really WOW!

Dolphin World

i love dolphin so much.

when i look on u,

i feel happiness,warm,calm,caring feeling too.

no reason.

just a feeling.

feel like u really know my deeply part.

i feel the romantic feeling.haha

oh no,i feel powerful now.

yea,thanks so much.

Oh nooo,wat a sad feeling coming on the way?

please go away from me.

cant make it through my graduated trip.

no worry,i will be allright.

still can *imagine* in my fantasy world.

hahahahaha.

A freedom feeling.

yes,i m coming home.

tell the world i m coming home.

let the rain pour away!

still balance back.

yea,i m normal now.

It feels like, ahh-ah-ah-ah-ah
(It feels good, don’t it?) ahh-ah-ah-ah-ah
(yo, yo, yeah, d-don’t it?) yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
(yeah) i’ll be alright (uh-huh, ha-ha)

"I believe that everything happens for a reason.

People change so that you can learn to let go,

things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right,

you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,

and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together"

(i love tis sentences so much)

(thanks for your guide)

...............................................................................................

Conclusion:

you're right,i might go along to psychology ways in future.

yea,tats the way i gonna go through.

more to spirituality way.

A ways to help more ppl who need helps.

I gonna be a professional type.(my tasks)

From now on,i will just focus on my career.

act i m the one who need help too.haha

the way to balance myself!

take time my dear.

u can do it.

work hard+work smart together.

$$$$$$$$$$

COME COME COME

^^

11.25 am

低调

什么都没有说,

什么都还没开始.

只是低调的胡思乱想.

只因自己''老毛病''敏感性过高.

所以信任,重视,尊重被放大来看!

你可以高调处理.

但最后还是默默沉默不语.

该爱的就爱

该恨的就恨

要为自己保留几分.

看着你比从前快乐

替你感到高兴.

没错,人本该有选择权.

不懂是发自内心还是什么?

或许你根本不在乎?

或许你不愿意再次面对?

也不知会出现什么样的感受?

(天空不断下着无声的雪)

(说不出的心碎)

...................................................................................

P/S: 你的出现让我更应该在乎自己.

1) 很高兴认识你.

虽然跟你认识没多久,

一个月都不到!很好奇还可以持续多久?

*当然希望能永久*

仿佛那熟悉的感觉很轻松自在.

感谢我们能沟通,兴趣相同之处.

毕竟道不同不相为谋!

真的很棒,好像笔友的感觉很好笑.

都没见过面,就凭曾经的印象加上照片.

哈哈,至少有个你可以分享.

谢谢你让我更认识自己.哈哈

一起超目标前进,

不断学习做自己.

2) 突然看了以前写的文章.

哇,太夸张了.(没重点)

看的我眼睛都花了.

真的什么时候

就会有什么花样?

改善中.进步着.

你会看到全新出发的我.哈哈

放心,努力当中.

人是不断进步的.

3) 有些話，是早說的好；

有些話，是不說的好。

人生總有無法不說謊的時候，

也有無法不沉默的時候。

有些話不想說，

就像有些秘密和心事只想埋藏在心底，

自己一個人知道。

藏起來又不會被蟲蛀，有什麼好怕的呢？

說了出口，卻像出籠的鳥兒，追不回來了。

谢谢张小娴的启发.

本人的心情平静多了.

4) Mistakes are always forgivable,

if one has the courage to admit them ~Bruce Lee

5) Behind closed doors .

You'll never know what happen

to that girl that seemed so strong all the time .
But i will always be,coz i have to be

Strong . Solid . Life

thanks leng yein again.

love u so much.

u really perfect to me.

6) You were not born a winner,
 
you were not born a loser...
 
you are what you make yourself to be. ~Lou Holtz

7) ‎''Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure"

''我们最深的恐惧不是我们的不足。

我们最深的恐惧是我们的力量无可限量“

8) ‎"Who looks outside, dreams.

Who looks inside, awakens.”

-- Carl Jung

Conclusion:

i hate myself.

but i do love myself too.

hehe.

thanks for everythings.

let u go.set u free.

i keep improve myself.

wish u be a BETTER PERSON.*please*

no matter,Baby,you're right track now.

cos,you're BORN THIS WAY.

you're lean to being a happy fulfilled life.

23.05.11 11.15am